31st January - Waiting

Aye. Everyone's been asking me about my blood eye. A blood vessel probably burst when I coughed back when I was sick, and it stained the top right quarter of my eye. I didn't even feel anything though. I just looked in the mirror and 'Damn wat'. It's entirely harmless though. It just stays there because there's no filter in between the eye membranes to suck out the blood so I just have to wait for it to decompose slowly. In my eye. Where nothing is supposed to come in or out. You know. Just leaving residue there. Yep.
Final Year Project's almost done. Truth is, I have no idea what to do now, since the programmers have been abysmally slow. In fact, I think most of the time I do my game design stuff with my class here it's the programmers that lag far behind near the end. Which is problematic because I only know what we're missing right at the last minute. I'm hoping they really buck up and improve their skills. In the Global Game Jam, sure we made like, 3 games, with our huge team. But each of them sucked in comparison to the other teams. Hell, a team of 4 programmers made a better game and us. And the Freshmen. Oh shit, they beat our ass good. My art didn't really get to shine too. I did a rush job. Well, sure, I guess I really need improvement in keeping up quality together with speed. I've been seeing a lot of artists just shooting out works almost daily. Realized some were Singaporean. I am super ashamed of myself, I want to do the same but I have no idea where to start. My arts seem to come out based on how lucky my first few strokes are. If only there was some way...

My hormones have been getting the better of me recently. I've been trying to think straight but they're derailing me to horniness every few minutes. It's so annoying. I'm trying to be a gentleman here but it's hard. Not literally I mean. Okay, maybe some times. And I want to complain about it sometimes, but I don't want anyone I know to know I'm feeling unnecessarily horny on twitter or facebook.
Still sick. Rather, unwell. There're infinite lumps of phlegm in my throat. It's like they just built a neighbourhood in my diaphragm. Tch. How troublesome.