Maaaaan, we were going to go to Kbox today but... Damn.
Me and Vincent invited Phoebe, Darren and Tania. Midway through Darren said he had work and Tania could only make it later, while Phoebe, without her phone, was uncontactable. We were bummed out during the morning, when good news arrived! They all could make it, and Phoebe called me with her house phone so we at least know where we can find her lol
But we couldn't go to Kbox because we couldn't use the member card on public holidays, thus each person would have to pay like $27 if we really did go, so feck that idea. Turned Tania down because we thought we'd be going to Darren't house, but we ended up going all the way to Bras Basah to get Darren's IC printed for his job, then Dhoby Ghaut to play a bit of Counter Strike.
What got me bummer is that all these weren't my ideas. I'm so pathetic once my initial ideas get shot down. I never ever come up with a back up plan. And even ones I come up on the spot (going to Funan for shopping) get shot down by the rain. I suck at back up plans because I'm always so confident that the initial plan will always work out ( ._.)
Darren left for work and we left to hang out at Vincent's house. Shits, giggles, laughs. Mostly singing to Youtube at his house. Man why can't we all be the band's vocalists =3=
On the bus trip home I browsed through Facebook and realized a lot of peeps who went to AFA, those I met a long time ago through cosplay (but I haven't done it in forever) have improved leaps and bounds. And I'm still here, and I'm getting left behind. I don't want to get left behind. When did everyone get so far ahead? How do I catch up? These thoughts left a lingering, depressing feeling inside me tonight.
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