Whoops, I missed a day because I went to Vincent's house to study my Driver's License but we ended up watching Sherlock and Louie before deciding that we'd go out with the band tomorrow and he ended up staying at my place and I didn't want to let him see me blog soooo...
Welp, today we went out with the band to go ice skating but... we missed the time to ice skate... so... yeah, so much for that. We ended up finding a jamming studio and then realizing all of us are really, really rusty cos' none of us have really been practicing. Gave that up, went for Bowling instead.
I feel bad making fun of Darren all the time. But I can't stop myself because it's so easy to twist everyone's words into a joke about his fats or his face. And he can't insult me back because he's not that good. I feel bad. I really do. But. Can't stop. Damn. But maybe he's feeling what I feel when Shirleen makes fun of me and I can't make fun of her back because I can't use the gay jokes I use on guys on her. Hmm... I suppose restraint is something I should start working on.
And Natasha said that it's not easy to talk with me.
Really? It is? Did she mean that as a joke? Was she serious? I-I-I don't know...
Q_Q If I really am hard to talk to... I... I... A-Am I hard to talk to?
This is very demoralizing. I want to be easy to talk to :(
What am I doing wrooooooooong D:
A bit of family politics here and there. Dad's side wants to invite my siblings and I over for a celebratory party but my mom's pissy that they only call us over whenever it's convenient for them and any other time they don't give half a fuck. Guess I've to stick with my mom on this one.
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