Vincent left for Hong Kong the day after I came back from Hong Kong. Lollll shitty coincidences.
Over the past few days I've spent quite a fair bit of time with Darren. Went jamming with only me, Andy, and him with his two friends. Went out to eat. Went to his house for his supposed 'Christmas Party' but it was really only me. And we ended up playing his driving simulator game and me introducing him to S4 League. And when we talk we mostly joke about Tommy and his terrible living habits. Tommy's a great guy. Damn fun to be with. But man, how he lives on his own could put even hobos to shame. That topic ends up as the butt of a lot of jokes between us XD
I also met Felicia in person again! Which is rare, despite the fact she's my other best friend. Although in a different way from Vincent. Recently she's been having some worries about boyfriends and guys. Which is odd, because before she didn't really express that much interest in the opposite sex. She denies it, but I think she's been considering getting a boyfriend. And so I've to ride her erratic thought train as she spills her worries onto me. Like what kind of guy would suit her. Or why guys don't go after her even though she's pretty. And it got me to thinking about the kind of girl I would get too.
I'd think that probably I'm not the kind of boyfriend that's super devoted. Those that message 'good morning darling <3 <3' and 'good night sweetie <3 <3' every day. I don't think I could stand such an insignificant chore. I'm more of the casual relationship guy I think. Being able to act more like friends than lovers. I can be romantic, just only at select times. But every other time I'm casual. I like to joke. I like to poke fun. I don't want to constantly be engaged in mushy conversation. In a nutshell, a relationship like best friends, just with the being able to cuddle and kiss would be my kind of relationship. But... girls are scarce.
And that's the reflection on the day. Playing Catherine kinda bugged me into thinking about this too I think.
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