Tomorrow will be the start of Poly life for me. Something I seem to have been waiting for for so long, and yet now that it's here I'm pretty much indifferent to it. How strange. I'm a bit worried about forgetting things and being late though. I don't even know where the class is. Okay, uh, I have my sketchbook and folders... if I don't know what to bring I think these are pretty safe... And... time table... and... Aaaaaaaagh I don't know!! The paranoia's seeping in, I have no idea what I should bring now. I'll have to wake up early tomorrow to don icebreaker gear. That is, my gamer clothes. Like the Luigi hat and shit. And... And...
Fuck this. This is too much worrying. Bah, if I forget anything I can just take a bus back home and get it.
Still, I wonder what the prowess is of the people in class. Will I meet competition? Will I be the solo ranker again? Mmmgh, I can't tell anything if I haven't met anyone. It's so troublesome, being unable to predict what will happen next. I need some info to work with. This is me going in almost entirely blind, I am really worried.
I finished an art piece today. Not as proud of it as I should be, because what I intended to do in my mind was a lot more nicer. So... I'm disappointed with myself. But I don't know the technique, I'm hoping to learn that in school. New beginnings, huh... I'm not very keen on leaving my old friends yet, yet I feel like eventually we'll drift apart. Uwah, it's such a sad feeling. But they had like two outings in the past few days and nobody invited me. D'awwwwwwwwwwww am I an outcast?
I'm trying to milk out as much writing as I can today but I can't think of anything. I just stayed in the whole day drawing with Jodie bothering me from behind because for some reason she finds it fulfilling to stare at me from behind and the side. It's... quite creepy. Still, because of that I had to act like I totally didn't notice, and was forced to continue drawing, and that's how I completed my art by today. So it's not all bad... I guess... Eh.
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