Oh, god I hate waking up early in the morning. I was punctual for once though, but despite having enough sleep I still drifted off to sleep several time throughout the day.
There were Emcee Club auditions, and I really fucked up. I paired up with Wei Qiang, and we divided our script amongst the both of us to read. We thought we did fine, intonation and everything, and then they mentioned that we weren't emceeing, we were reading off the script. At that point I thought "OH SHIT", because the whole time my focus was on the script in front of me. I didn't look up once, even though I kept notice of them in my peripheral vision. Still, a big fuck up. But no loss. I have 9 other clubs to back me up.
I visited ITE again today and just wasted time alone in Victor's class. Gillian asked why I didn't hang out with my friends and I realized that most of the time I wander off alone because of stuff to do, and I don't tell anyone where I go LOL But me hanging out alone isn't because I like being alone (although I like being alone sometimes, yes), but because I want to befriend everyone, but I can't decide who to hang out with, that I end up going alone. It's like how I can't decide completing games on the Xbox or drawing my manga I end up playing S4 League, my default activity.
I went for Voice Emsemble auditions today too. I mixed it up with Sound Card, I thought I had to prepare a song and sing 'You Raise Me Up', of which I really can't do, but I thought I'd wing it for kicks anyway, but it was a orientation, and it was a Glee choir thingy. I thought they'd be singing edgier songs but it's all really lukewarm, meh, everyone's happy kind of songs. Choir shit, not my thing. At least I got some free food out of it. At the price of 3 hours though? Bad exchange.
Finishing my fucking design homework, dots and lines and waves and zigzags, I hate this shit.
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