I passed up my Design homework. I finished it in time, but... it was shabby and messy. I really should've taken time out to neaten it, but I kept getting called back to erase away pencil marks, causing the paper to crumple in the process. Shit... I don't think I'll be getting an A, and it worries me so much. I might even get a C for crumpling the paper that badly, and there goes my scholarship. Aaaaaaaah, it's so worrying!! I went for the Voicecard Auditions afterward. Vincent came because he wanted an opinion on his FYP project. All the way to NYP, and he wanted to stay over? I thought something was amiss, but maybe it really was me being paranoid. I mean, I'm... pretty sure if there was something up with Vince, he'd say so. After clarifying stuff with him we waited for the audition to start, but it took too long and I was starting to lose my nerve after hearing the competition, so we left for home.
Come today, where I didn't turn on my alarm clock, causing me to have my first late day already. God dammit. I am so lucky. After class, I hanged out with a bunch of classmates. I'm quite surprised I've managed to socialize already. I suppose helping to mediate a lot of the class dramas helped foster my image, despite not having gone for orientation. Some people, from your first impression you think they're cool, but once you get to know them they... ehhh. And there's vice versa. There's Joey, at first I thought she was just another scene girl or something, but talking to her, I've found out she likes Homestuck, like Vocaloid, it was quite surprising. She's a peaceful person, like me, although I'm the only stupid one willing to jump into the fray and mediate. It's actually really easy to befriend her. Then there's Nas, I thought he was cool at first, but today showed he had real security issues. I mean, he was standing of our circle. And when we notice and try to pull him in, he whines and says that we neglected and ignored him. I don't even- I mean, come on. The world doesn't revolve around you. If you don't make the effort to be a friend, you can't expect the same behavior in return, cos' it's a two-way thing.
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