Went to Yiru's birthday today. I was really reluctant on leaving the house just to go all the way to Woodlands but she seemed to be expecting me, so I thought I'd go surprise her. It was kind of awkward being there with the family and a bunch of her friends, and the only ones I know are the 3 I met back on my Hong Kong trip, but the bright side was there was a buffet. All good. Food solves all the wrongs. I did feel kind of estranged though. Mostly because there were a lot of guys there that she randomly invited, and high chance a lot of them are quite fond of her, and yet she's really comfortable with me because we've been Latin Dance partners for a good year or so, and we've gotten past the touch-awkwardness thing, and lots of people start questioning whether or not I'm her boyfriend and stuff and... Ooh, what do I look like in the eyes of all these guys? A threat? Through some song, and a Truth-or-Dare game, I got to know the others a bit. They all seemed to be younger than me, seeing how terrible they were at Truth-or-Dare. I mean, the point of the game is to put risk into it. Things that they wouldn't dare to do or say, and that's what makes this game so thrilling. But every time a hard risk or personal truth comes out (most of them all thrown in by me), they chicken out, or their friends offer to numb it down. NOOO It's supposed to be a pain to answer, god dammit!
I left for home rather early, although because of my following two guys who thought they knew the way and ended up elsewhere, I got the last bus back home. The day might have been better spent doing things on my to-do list. I have a manga to draw, the S4 League one I have left in the corner of my table for quite a while now, school homework by the piles, mostly group projects, making it much more troublesome, and quite recently I've added RPG Maker back in the list. I woke up today with a brilliant idea for a game possible to make in RPG Maker, and I can still link it to my in-the-works Legend of Punks, and I am so proud of myself for coming up with something so amazing that I want to do it but there just isn't time and I am just ._.
Someone said that even comparing me to other guys with multiple skills, I have appeal because I'm special and unique. And that made me d'aww. I really want to see how I am from outside me LOL
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